always?

I drove up north while thoughts racing in my stupid head.
As if going the opposite direction would really make me further from you.

Congratulations, your royal highness.
This crown of jewels is not for you. Never was.

And you said in between your sobs, that you should have begged me to come.
And what?
Break my heart into pieces again.

I wished you well.
I told you I will always pray for your happily wedded life.

I wish you dead on your altar.
That way, I'll be less resentful and I might forgive you.